Monday, July 14, 2008

I'm in Heaven

I was once on earth. That was once. Today I’m just two feet above. Some power has lifted me up. I can see the world from where artists, musicians, billionaires, movie stars and others see it. It’s just beautiful to be up here. Things look so different, so clear, and so strange. It’s quiet. Things move slowly, in slow motion. You can see the sunrise before everybody else and you can see the sunset even longer than others. Here, you feel a breeze that you can never feel on earth. You’re close to the birds, to the clouds, to the sun and to the stars. You’re just somewhere else.

Yes. I’m two feet above earth. Again, what a beautiful sight.

Sometimes it takes a life time to find what makes you smile. Sometimes it just hits you. And yes, you want it to hit you.

Sometimes you see Heaven on earth. Yes, I am two feet above earth but I’m also in Heaven. When you see such beauty and experience such chemistry, you cannot but only be in Heaven. Such an amazing place to be.

Ayn Rand once said:

"Ask yourself whether the dream of Heaven and Greatness should be waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.

But again, shall I ever reach the real Heaven, I expect to find three wonders there: first, to meet some I had not thought to see there; second, to miss some I had expected to see there; and third, the greatest wonder of all, to find myself there. But I already see myself. She made me see myself. She made me meet myself. She made me be myself. She made me be happy with what I am. With what I’m not and what I wasn’t able to achieve. Someday I might eventually achieve, but it’s fine if I don’t. Because she makes me feel good and proud. But again, she makes me want to make more and achieve more. All you want to do is experience every greatness and happiness with her.

Such a beautiful thing to look at. Such a perfection. Crystal.


The Holy Bible:

"To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the Heavens.
[Ecclesiastes 3:1]

Sorry, it’s going to be for more than one season. Or maybe sometimes life is considered to be a whole one.

Yes. Maybe. Who knows? As always, we hope and we dream but we never expect what’s going to happen to us.

Again and again: she’s perfection. From up-down and from outside-inside, she’s a unique creature. A wonderful thing to see and feel.

The way she looks at me. The way she moves her eyes. The way she moves her hair. The way she talks. The way she calls my name.

Music!

Sometimes life is rewarding. But I never expected to be rewarded that way. I haven’t been the best of men. At the contrary. I might have hurt some people. It was never my intention though. But things happen for a reason. People get hurt for a reason. I haven’t helped the poor. I haven’t made a difference in people’s lives. I have always been a simple guy. One of those many around.

No, I don’t deserve the best. But if the best is offered to me, I will never hesitate and grab it. That’s life and that’s human nature.

You were somewhere. One day you became somewhere else and I saw you. You came to me. I was just being myself. Nothing more. And I grabbed you. As simple as that. And today?

It’s amazing …

I’m two feet above earth … And yes, I think I know her too … but rather crystal …

Yes. That’s her. She’s around.

As for me?

I’m in Heaven